Stuck In The Middle

So it's been officially been 2 months since I moved to Colorado. Well, since WE have moved to Colorado. Keira and I are here, Keira with me half the time. She is with her mom the other half. Obviously her mom is here too. It's what is best for her so I am OK with it regardless of how lonely I am or how much I miss her or miss my previous life when she is gone. She has a great mom and I realize that, no matter what has happened to me. Up's and downs has been an understatement. I have accepted that struggling is a normal part of life for me. Some days things are great, others are as lonely as a person can feel. The good news is that I was able to transfer with my job. The shitty part is that the transition has not been easy, for many reasons. I am working on rebuilding friendships. Lucky for me, my family and the friendships I had before are still available via phone call and some of my Colorado friends as from way before are still there and here for me as well. My apartment is nice and I am happy with it even though its overpriced but what can you do? Little by little I am getting to where I need to be. I know I posted this video before but I think it's still very relevant. Someday things will be perfect, and it will be worth it, all this time, stuck in the middle....